So why even bother?

Hello.


Wanted to write something but I don't feel like it. Have been feeling like this lately but today is by far the worst. Don't feel like writing, don't feel like feeling. Haha. Bored. Feel like extracting myself out from whatever this is I'm in.


Sometimes, I just feel like whatever that is going right right now will soon come to an end. All the good things I like right now may just disappear one day. And I will be left with the broken pieces that I would want to mend but somehow have to let go. I could but I never said it ain't hard.


So why even bother?